ka-blog!

if some of us dont feel like sharing our thoughts to the whole wide world, why do we keep blogs?

ET and i ran out of chat time so we weren't able to discuss this when it was mentioned. we were talking about his blog, i call it a techie blog, "interspersed with bits of other stuff," he says. basically, it's a blog that he keeps to get comments about his tech issues. which is effective and beneficial. mine, on the other hand, which i call pa-cutesy blog (i mean, compared to his which has web traffic and purpose) is purely for writing and venting purposes. closed to web traffic. definitely not for everyone to check out.

so why the hell do i keep a blog, congest whatever it is that gets congested with useless banter, and roll my eyes when people ask me about it?

what do you care? ha? lol.

like the teacher, im not really comfortable sharing my thoughts with most people. peeps find me sociable, very open and friendly with everybody. and because they dont find me mysterious enough, they leave me alone. hehehe. but there's a secret. which is good for another entry.

going back, there is an effort, though not much. THIS is an effort. that's the reason why you dont have a great selection to nitpick in this blog. and the reason why i'm trying to change that is because of the opportunity to practice writing, especially since i am a frustrated writer. i need this. im not a confident writer. which is funny coz i have friends who vouch for my writing. kakahiya. binubugaw ako. hahaha. they say they like it. so they tell people that im a good writer. they believe them. i dont. well...i can, maybe.

and this thing makes me uncomfortable. so next time.