part three

oh, the hard..heart part now.
okay, it's true. i don't want to elaborate.

i'm kidding..about not wanting to elaborate.

maybe i should change that heart statement..change wonder to wander..or berserk? if i were to follow the logic (if any) to that less rice thing, that would follow either one of these:
1. the less i see person, the less i eat person. (now that's not nice, isn't it?;p)
2. the less i see person, the less i think of person
3. the less there is "heart", the less need for "heart"

(and all these wouldn't follow absence makes the heart go wonder...hahaha! ooops. this less rice thing is working, but this less sleep thing is really turning my brain into soup! hay!

oh well, for the sake of argument (karen vs karen), for this three part misguided series, let me waste your time some more...)

what am i trying to say here? those labor-intensive weeks ruined my diet. that's it. i thought i could go on without rice, plain, steamy, so white. i thought i lost my rice affair. but no. now i understand why kain-karpintero is 4cupsofrice is to 1 serving of ulam. (no offense to karpinteros, of course). not seeing rice or being with rice doesn't mean there's no love for rice anymore. though it did make me wonder if things would be the same between us..if rice would still accept me and like me, or if i still like rice or even love rice for that matter. the bottom line is : i love rice. i don't care if it's carbo loading.

if only rice could talk.

i carbo loaded for just a few days though. i got back to my senses and realized that i already decided how much rice i should take (minimal) and that i should stick to it. as for my affairs though, i think no matter how tough i turned out to be, i'm still all heart. even if i suspect that it might be too much, i'm still all heart. until i decide to stop. and when i do, there's no turning back.

so my conclusion.

absence does make the heart go wonder. (didn't i tell you right from the start?) or sabik even. until i decide i'm too fat. ;p