blah morning.

it's september. merry christmas.

i love halloween. i've got so many memories of halloween that i like it more than i like christmas. but since my christmas sucked big time last year, i'm determined to make this year a pleasant one. so determined that i will put christmas before halloween on my list..at least for this year.

i really hated my christmas last year. it was at the office, and so uneventful...well except for this ponkalet that this weird guy gave me...see how weird? ponkalet at christmas? and i've known him for just a few days..sheesh! AND see how pathetic? to even consider that an event to an uneventful day. haaay.

of course, what killed my christmas was the fact that i didnt spend it with my bebe. that was the first time! and definitely the last time that's ever gonna happen. i'll make sure of that...though i dont have any grand plans yet.

meanwhile, here in twang country...

i really am getting tired taking calls. and when i'm tired, i talk too fast. i think my thoughts are holding their own olympics somewhere up there. they're so hyped, giving my vocal chords are hard time catching up.

plus, i didn't get my sausagemcmuffin-hashbrown fix for lunch(!). apparently, my communication skills with my coworkers drastically deteriorated in 15 minutes. i took my break at 530a, and waited for them since they were still talking on the phone. they asked me to patiently wait for them, so we could skip and hop to mcdonald's, with enthusiasm and glee. 15 minutes later, they skipped and hopped to mcdonald's without me. so my sausagemcmuffin-hashbrown turned into a hotdog. (buti na lang malambot yung bread.) she apologized. said she thought i said i'd go ahead and wait for them there. hmm. okay.

i got pissed, i must admit. but i've always been wary of office "friendships." only a few remain. unless you've all been working there your whole lives. oh well, decided to kill the feeling. will just convert that energy for the advancement of my tantric sex studies.

good thing my official shop bud, alexa, is here today. aahh... retail therapy. and then, maybe, a massage later... :)

if only the rain would stop falling...