hotpinkvillagecasualmarycosmicargh.

who would've thought there'd ever come a time i'd be associated with barbie? barbie as in mattel barbie. malibu barbie. i often felt like playing silver bullets atop the bayabas tree than brush barbie's wavy hair. although i admit, i played with a number in my almost non-existent tweetum years. ugh.

i have hot pink shoes. ooohh..just like barbie's. i bought it a few months ago, and everytime i felt a little low, i'd wear those. (my cortez has the same effect by the way...love ko shoes ko!) it was a spur of the moment thing. i originally wanted red shoes, but they didnt have my size...only the hot pink ones fit. and the beige ones. but beige was too safe and boring. so i bought my hot pink shoes. groovy.

went dinner-dancing-singing at the manila hotel, rubbing elbows with the diplomatic corps and the spouses of the heads of missions in my hotpink ensemble. wahahaha. black with hot pink. black turtleneck with black skirt.(the black skirt i've had for ten years, but it was the first time i got to use it.) then my hotpink shoes. my newly bought hotpink bag, to match my hotpink shoes. and my pink bling-bling earrings. fun.

before that, i had to offer arranged flowers, as specified in the pta letter that i got, to mama mary. this was done during my kid's program at school. all the homeroom presidents were asked to offer flowers. one obnoxious parent (actually she's the obnoxious mom i dont like) got insecure that my flowers were bigger and better, looked more expensive than the one she was offering. leche siya. noveau riche.

and then they saw how cutie my bebe was. :) i asked teacher my if aiken was having a hard time catching up, having been absent for about three weeks..she said no. now that made my day! proud mamy, i am.

got to talk to cosmicboy, thru chat. it was tragic. almost. i think. tragic. confusing. heartbreaking. he bought his plane ticket already, so he'll definitely be here this november. and he was asking me so many questions i didnt want to answer, or didnt know how to answer. he wanted me to tell him already if i'd still want to see him or not. why is this so difficult? i tried to tell him my reasons, but each time, it didnt come out good. he said he'd risk loving his best friend's wife if he had to, because he loved me. why is this so difficult.

the village is still showing at robinson's galleria and sm fairview..that should excite me. but i cant watch it when i leave the office coz im in my smart casual bling-bling outfit. i shouldnt care. not right now.

but i still do. hah!