my sked.

i found this on my workstation: a friend's healthy options calendar. let's see if this is as healthy as it should be.

january
there are no rules. just follow your heart. - robin williams
this guy is a romantic. and he could get me in trouble. all the romantics cry or wail at some point in their lives...do you really think i want that? i think i still would, for the right guy. thing is, how will i be able to tell if this guy is the right guy? how will i know if this guy is the perfect guy, destined (oh no that word!!!) for an on/off romantic like me? for a romantic, this is the first line of a love story. for a cynic, this is a tragedy. so am i saying i'm more of a cynic than a romantic? i hope not. i know i wouldn't mind the pain, or the tears as long as it's for someone i love dearly. i'm hoping i dont miss the signs. the universe conspires, they say. either i haven't wished hard enough, or it's the universe saying, "get a grip, lady!" i should've made my own calendar and wrote this: follow your heart. love me..or else. wahahaha....crazy stalker to start your year. that should put you at the edge of your seat - for the rest of the year!

february
when love is not madness, it is not love. - william shakespeare
ooohh..this one i like. there was this movie, dream for an insomniac. there was this line there, anything other than mad, passionate love is a waste of time. yeah baby!

september
if you obey all the rules, you miss all the fun. - katherine hepburn
this one! could this really be true? (hehehe...)

november
to play it safe is not to play. - mae west
this one is..

i know, i cheated. the other quotes didn't seem as interesting. plus, i have to run to the AutoReview people around lunch time. i got another VO job. and then, i have a gig to watch and a dance party to go to. that's for today.
tomorrow, i still have work. after work, no plans yet.
sunday, bantaybata gig at the world trade center. i got so many solos!!! argh. there's my sister act solo, my solo solo, my beatles solo, and then my duet with ContraDiva. and the oldies want to party after that!
monday, i have my britney recording (bigger budget if i can do the back up track too!), and then dinner time is birthday gig at makati shang. and then straight to work again...

that means: 3 paying jobs for the weekend! i need it to take my mind off things. i hope i don't buy shoes again. or a book. or a cd. or splurge on whatever catches my eye. (not boys.) i'm saving up for my sagada trip, my san juan batangas trip, and hopefully a bangkok trip.

oh shit. monday's sugarfree's launch. i promised i'd go. argh. how to be in two places at the same time...going to the launch means no money for me, but a possible date. what to choose..love/lust. money. waaaahhh...